Okay it's been a fking long time since i post.

Today is me and dear's 8th month, we break each other record alr.

This morning gave him a small prank.

Can say so is surprise too. Hahaha.

I tell him say i not meeting him whereas i'm meeting my ex audi couple.

Then say i might not meet him, i make him until very angry.

Then i i waited for him at tanah merah inter.

When he first saw me, he gave me a black face.

And his tone is very angry.

Then when i say ' I lied, i came all the way to fetch you. '

Immediately, a smile came through his face.

And he hug me tightly, like he never seen me for years.

Guess i've success making his day even though it's not a good beginning.

I tell him, ' How would i ever leave you with some other guys during our anniversary? '

It'd never happen. :)

He changed my life from bad to good.

I can't describe how much i love him, because it's through my heart.

Alright, i should stop my bullshit again. ><

Today went to amk hub as usual.

Okay i really get bored of it.

I want work! Gosh.

My appeal fail again, fk ite.

I got alot of things to clarify, but i just don't know how to start.

I don't like irritating people. It's pissing me off.

I hate copycats.

I realized there's not just one or two.

It's more than that, it's even worse.

Okay i want sleep alr.

Nights.

And, HI JAMES. I KNOW YOU'RE STALKING ME! :D

Kbye.

Just came back to do some posting to make my blog alive.

Alright i'm gonna say something to someone.

That someone is important to me, but the problem is.

By the actions she does, it makes me decrease the percentage.

First of all.

She copy every of things.

Which i don't like it at all.

I think she really wanna copy completely like me?

Stop copy my appearance.

Stop copy my blog songs.

Stop copy my pump songs.

Stop copy how i talk usually.

Stop copy MY EVERYTHING.

I got tolerate much.

Then yesterday when i heard them say.

' She want copy you cut side bangs alr '

I jitao fking no mood and very angry.

I don't even bother to talk much to her alr.

But she's still sticky to me.

And one more, she likes to keep por me.

Like mummy here and there.

Is not i don't want her to call me.

But every sentence she say got a mummy in the start or the end.

Other people sees like abit, weird that why she's like that.

I really don't know how to change her already.

These few days she keep with valerie.

Sometimes because of her, she keep go out with her.

Because of what?

She still dare to say yesterday, money.

Me, dear, huiyi and haishan heard it.

We jitao turn back and walk off from her.

Now we know that you choose money over us.

But choosing money and go out with people you don't like, worth it?

I think i still choose my loves one that is poor but we're happy together.

We don't need money to survive.

No money play arcade? Go playground slack and talk lor.

Some people no money eat? We SHARE.

I don't know how to tell you all these.

But now i post this.

Guess you also will read it.

So yeah. Please reflect on yourself.

Sorry if i'm cold to you these few days.

Because i need a break.

Please change yourself for not to keep copy people.

Thanks. ==

Today suppose to go church, wake up at 5:30am just to scared i'm late.

Bath, prepare everything.

Done my bread for dear and me because i want save money.

At 6plus, he say can don't go?

I jitao no mood and change off everything.

Then went back to sleep for awhile.

While he doesn't even know that i throw away the bread.

Hais nevermind. But i still love him alot. ><

Gonna meet my punks later. Byeeeeeeee. <3

Hi! I'm back for blogging! (:

This few days or weeks was too lazy to blog. ;x

But at least i came back right!

Haha, anyway.

Happy 2012! :D

It's a bright new year,

Let's put all the past behind and stay our new road.

I really hope after today, dear and me won't quarrel because of past again.

As we've been thru so much, 7months of love.

What do you think?

It's like, i cry for the first day of 2012.

That's ridiculous.

But nevermind, let all those sad things past.

I really hope that he would not bear grudges.

Just forget it all, and leave it behind.

Because i'm trying to do so too!

I doesn't wants to say him with any other of his past ex(s).

Because it's all last year!

I wanna start a new year and happy year with him. :)

5more months to me and his 1year.

I really hope we can pass it no matter what.

During 1st Jan that night,

Dear became very sweet, and gentle.

He's whispering 'Iloveyou' to my ear, and he give me a gentle kiss on my lips.

I really hope he can be like this forever.

Because the original him is.

If he can't tolerate much, he'd vent anger and attitude on me.

I hope he'd change.

I quarrel with him, Samuel and Zhixian came over and talk to me.

I just realized how sweet was Zhixian. :)

She hug me and ask me not to cry already.

Although she wasn't very good for comforting people.

But she's just 11. So i understand. :)

She's my one and only Nuer. Haha.

Yesterday i can't imagine, Kenneth and Ethel join us for catching?! HAHA

I really thought he'd say it's childish or they'd sit at the side.

But they join us and having fun!

Haha, that's rare.

Really hope that would happen everytime. :)

But school going reopen, they say they going to chiong their studies.

Hais, hope we still can meet sometimes. :)

Today i suppose to go Sweetlove's house to practice singing,

But i wanna go out with Dear and actually she needed to go out with her friend.

So i tell her postpone bah. :x

Then today meeting dear, don't know who will join us too. :/

Anyway! I'm so in loved with the song ' Never alone '

HAHA. Forcing Sweetlove to listen alot of times and sing with me. :D

Alright i should stop here. :)