Seriously, i never even thought that i would get so much hurts ever again.

I thought you were different besides other people.

I thought you would give me the happiness i want.

I thought you'll never make me sob like how i use to be last time.

I thought these happiness would last.

But this few weeks, things changed.

Everything seems to be different.

We had alot of quarrels. Total 7.

That's what i never even expected on.

You made me smile, you made me laugh.

But you also made me cried.

How i wish these war would stop, and vanish forever.

I wants to have the most sweet and happiest love.

I don't want drop so much tears ever again.

When the time you leave.

I can't help, but just seeing you walking further and further again from my side.

I'll never forget this, i hope you'd know how i feel.

Because i can really die without you.

I can really do anything, do exchange your love and eternity.

I would do everything you wants.

I want you to be my last, and i hope i'd be your last too.

I can never stop thinking of ways you'd leave me.

I'm sensitive, i always tell myself that you're the right guy i ever wanted.

But when quarrels occurs, things changed. It's not what i want.

You know i love you so much, why would you treat me like this?

I'm selfish, unreasonable.

But if i never ever does these, i'd never love you.

I wants you to be only mine, i don't want you to be close with any girls.

At all. I know i'm being very selfish, but i hope you understand how i feel.

I don't want to share boyfriend with other girls.

You're mine, only mine.

I know i control your freedom, but i'm trying to changed too.

But i can't.

Or i know is to attitude, cry, scream.

I can do nothing, i really hope that i can be blind.

So i won't see anything ever again with my eyes of what you might be doing.

And i won't get jealous,

So i won't start the quarrels.

It's all my fault, i'm sorry.