I don't know what i'm thinking ah seriously.

Life sucks to max.

Trust, fuck trust this word.

Jibai, just because of trust this word it make me so hurt.

Fuck sia, everything surrounding me is fucking..

Just sucks. -.-

Things changed, people changed.

Boyfriend thinking negatively,

Sisters like go out seldom already,

Cb, at home got one bitch keep kpkb,

School studies kns,

Fk life lah.

When i was with my boyfriend, i cried.

Reason why i cry is not only because of him,

It's because of everything, jibai.

I cry so much, nothing changed.

THINGS ARE JUST GETTING FROM BAD TO WORSE.

I need a break, seriously.

I wants to be quiet.

For just few weeks or 1week is enough.

Starting from 5sept, to 12sept.

Set, i wanna cool down,

And calm myself down, if not i really gonna turn crazy one day.

Fuck life. -.-

Seriously, i never even thought that i would get so much hurts ever again.

I thought you were different besides other people.

I thought you would give me the happiness i want.

I thought you'll never make me sob like how i use to be last time.

I thought these happiness would last.

But this few weeks, things changed.

Everything seems to be different.

We had alot of quarrels. Total 7.

That's what i never even expected on.

You made me smile, you made me laugh.

But you also made me cried.

How i wish these war would stop, and vanish forever.

I wants to have the most sweet and happiest love.

I don't want drop so much tears ever again.

When the time you leave.

I can't help, but just seeing you walking further and further again from my side.

I'll never forget this, i hope you'd know how i feel.

Because i can really die without you.

I can really do anything, do exchange your love and eternity.

I would do everything you wants.

I want you to be my last, and i hope i'd be your last too.

I can never stop thinking of ways you'd leave me.

I'm sensitive, i always tell myself that you're the right guy i ever wanted.

But when quarrels occurs, things changed. It's not what i want.

You know i love you so much, why would you treat me like this?

I'm selfish, unreasonable.

But if i never ever does these, i'd never love you.

I wants you to be only mine, i don't want you to be close with any girls.

At all. I know i'm being very selfish, but i hope you understand how i feel.

I don't want to share boyfriend with other girls.

You're mine, only mine.

I know i control your freedom, but i'm trying to changed too.

But i can't.

Or i know is to attitude, cry, scream.

I can do nothing, i really hope that i can be blind.

So i won't see anything ever again with my eyes of what you might be doing.

And i won't get jealous,

So i won't start the quarrels.

It's all my fault, i'm sorry.