I've never blame you before for what you've done.

I've never ask for anything.

I've never moan for nothing.

I've never angry with you for nothing.

I've never put you at faults.

I know how you feel right now.

Both of us are God's child.

I know he knows when to give us what we should deserve.

He knows the time.

Even if it really came,

It's fate, my dear.

I believe in fate, alot.

What's done already done,

We can't rewind back time.

Don't even hate or blame yourself anymore.

You still got the face to face me, God, and even the whole world.

Because it's not totally your fault.

It's not at all.

Don't ever be so sensitive this time.

Because i know what comes around goes around.

This is not the past, it's the present.

What we're currently having now.

Dear,

Remember one thing?

Everytime, before things happen,

I'd tell you something.

No matter what happens,

3 words,

I trust you.

Short, sweet and simple.

I love you, and so,

I accept your everything.

Let's face this obstacles together,

And prove to others you're not as bad as how they thought.

<3

It was a big morning and i'm posting right now.

What's on my mind now?

I really don't know.

How many quarrels we have total,

I never bother much.

How many tears i drop for you,

I wouldn't care.

How much i love you,

That's uncountable.

What's bad about your past, and what's worse for my past.

We choose to accept each other's everything.

We know what exactly we're thinking.

Sometimes things came unsuccessful in our relationship.

Jealously kills, and it might kill lots of people.

Me, as a over sensitive and over protective girl.

Was extremely hard of work.

I need to care lots of things,

But indeed, some things i don't have to care,

And at last i did the mistake.

My clumsiness always make me into troubles without fail.

Sometimes i know i might did the wrong thing.

But i always told myself I've to changed.

I love him, and so i have to accept his attitude too.

I did, but whenever he starts to attitude, so do i.

So i told myself again, what's the point saying this?

I wants to let everyone know that you ain't as bad as how the rumor spreads.

But no matter what, i'll stay by your side.

Holding on to you and tell you, i'm just right beside you.

I can tell you that, ever since you enter into my life,

My life was full with colors, not abit, but alot.

It's just like a darkness have turn into a sunshine with rainbow.

I know we get angry easily, just that we didn't express out.

But i wants you to know,

No matter how much we quarrel,

How much we argue,

How much i cried,

How much of my jealously,

And how much of my hurts,

I'll still love you the same like how we use to be.

My love to you will never fade, will never lose.

I know you love me, but how much?

It's never be define.

I told God, will i found someone i love truly and so does he?

He gave me You, he have a challenge for us.

Which is to break this curse, and prove each other how much we loved.

I really hope we can hold each other's hand forever.

No more puppy love, i doesn't wants to hurt anyone so do you.

Let love and time decide everything for us.

I got patience, to wait for the future.

Hey! I'm back for blogging . :)

Today went to marina barrage with dear, qihui , his brother , tianxin and some other people which i don't know them .

Wow , have fun playing true or dare and i also get xiasway .

Most sway thing is i play other people's Frisbee and i throw to the sea . -.-"

Sian , sway sia .

Nevermind , then we play and slack .

Eat all chips , but it's fattening .

Then we went to play water and took photos .

This picture nice ?

Haha , i like it alot .

Anyway , i like all of my photos that was taken with my dear .

:)

Okay , i gonna stop for this post .

Tomorrow then continue . :)

Today was so sian bah .

Today is the second day without my darling .

Later meeting sweetlove .

Haha , going pump to meet jasmine bah .

Miss my darling already ,

Hope can see him soon . :)

He still sleeping now , what a pig . ><

Later hope that sweetlove will be awake .

Haha , gosh .

Okay , i'm just coming to blog for fun .

Because i've nothing to do .

._.

Today went out with dear for the whole day.

Firstly we met at AMK around 11:30am .

Stupid pump machine at amk spoil .

So i waited for dear there .

Went nebo alone , then he came .

We bought ' Ladaland ' , 7:20pm show .

Still got alot of time , so we decide to go north point .

Went there , ate mac donalds for lunch .

Went up for pump ,

Stupid machine keep hang . -.-

So we didn't play much . :/

Then we decided to go causeway point .

There got pump also ,

On the way , we keep betting on whether is that fiesta or pro 2.

When we reach there , indeed it's fiesta .

I lose . >:

We play for few games , everything goes fine . :)

Sweating all over . -.-

Then we go library use comp ,

Fuck it lah , so cui . -.-

Then we go back amk kill time .

Play pump again as it's fixed .

Then we go for movie ,

Scary sia , i keep hold on to dear's jacket and hug his hand tight tight .

He also chua tio alot of times .

HAHA !

After show we went home ,

Now very tired , shall go sleep .

Seeya ~

Guess who's this?

Haha, it's my dear boyfriend. :)

Cute of him right? I grab from his facebook. :x

Hope he's okay with it. xD

I wonder how will he react if he sees this!

I miss him right now.

Today can't go out, due to my mother said it. -.-

But nevermind, today only bah.

Tomorrow can already, but not too late.

Ass sia, never ever get this time, before 8? -'-

But it's okay, because dear also before 8! >:D

So yeah, time passes really fast.

Everyone's still sleeping. -.-

I'm already report to facebook at 7. o.o

I'm so sian, yesterday's problem settle.

So now, no stress.

But still got abit ah, nvm no one knows. :)

I've a bad life, thanks for my mum that ruin it. -'-

ZZZ, okay i don't want blog le.

Nothing to say.

Dreams, reality.

Time change everything, now you're indeed into it.

Alright, coming back to post.

Was piss off by yesterday.

Maybe it's not my day at all. -.-

Morning went to church with dear,

Was very tired, because i slept late on the previous night.

After it ends, went to yishun.

Then go AMK for pump, pumping everyday.

AMK was all fine, darling and sweetlove came.

Was so high and happy that i just jump on them and hug them.

Haha, after that went for dinner.

Then go back pump again.

Saw a group of 4 people.

I know them, i just doesn't wants to stated out their names.

One of the girl, just that particular girl.

Was seriously very act.

Anyway, the whole group were act tho.

But just that chicken little,

Stupid jiaobin. -.-

Say me noob and confirm fail, when we find out.

They say not them, pengwei? -.-

Please lah, i play this earlier than you.

Say i step ahlian or you no balls to even stand up?

Say i no cb? -.- Zui ta lan.

Don't know what to say already then anyhow throw rubbish in.

Gosh, you're older than me. -.-

Okay, i doesn't plays with this kind of people.

On the way home, sweetlove and darling keep mentioning on them.

While i just listen, they're very cute.

I'm the one that involve, and i can don't care.

But my two loves one just very angry for me.

Sweet and cute of them.

OHOH! See this if you saw!

To this 4people, i didn't went in front to just slap you is not because of i scared.

Is because i scared i dirty my hands on people like you.

Eww, i just remember i even say i see her because she's ' pretty '.

Yeah, indeed.

Chiobu number 5. ^^

HAHA, she very cute when she haven't realize what she's actually saying. ><

Looking forward for her to come back amk. ^^

One more thing, i'm actually expected him to help me scold them.

But he didn't..

Nevermind, drop this off.

Anyway, when i reach home.

Another thing happen.

Mum says that dear's sister called.

I already know what happen, thanks to her. -.-

I fucking hate people controlling lifes especially relationship.

It reminds of my past. ==

Currently i doesn't wants to meet him first.

Angry, sad, disappointed.

Okay i doesn't wants to say this anymore.

Anyway, he just let me drop the first tear for him,

Within this 14days with him.

Out of the point,

I wants to learn ballet instead of the hip hop and modern.

Hmm, ballet is quite nice tho.

Okay, i should stop here.

Will be back soon, i think.

Okay currently i'm back.

You should know why, because i've got nothing to do.

Okay, now is also the same.

Sweetlove and darling is sleeping, i'm using comp right now.

Stupid mosquito come back again! @.@

Alright i try to do it fast.

I'm always the one that say tonning,

But always the one that sleep.

Okay, i'm so fail.

This proves that i can't ton, no stamina.

Sad to the max.

Yesterday was very happy,

Because dear call me,

Say he reached home already, today can meet him liao. :)

Very high after his call,

He's very caring, first time before we talk,

He ask me whether did i go see for a doctor due to my coughing.

Wanted to go with me today. D;

But i don't want, clinic = hell. x.x

Okay, then i shall not eat those that shouldn't be.

Yesterday abit spoil mood when we reaching ice skating.

Saw him with her, -.-

Never really care, just ignore him.

But afterall, now i know i only love my dear.

:D

Okay i think i should stop here, going home soon.

To bath then meet my dear.

Misssssssssssssssssssssssss HIM! <:

Alrights, here i'm back for blogging once again.

Currently using sweetlove's laptop at her house.

It's 7am now, guess what i'm doing at her house.

We're tonning. ^^

But now, both of them are sleeping.

I always wake up the earliest.

Sad case.

Okay, and you all know what?

I miss my boyfriend super duper alot.

He went for Youth camp.

Till tomorrow, gosh.

Can't wait to see him tomorrow,

Feel like going his campsite to fetch him. :D

Anyway, you all must be thinking why i got a new boyfriend.

Yeah, he's someone i love alot now.

We met in pump, so i decide to code it as,

It's all started with the 5arrows.

Haha, sweet?

Bet you all don't understand.

I love him and i can feel the love from him.

People advice me about his past,

But it's already the past, and i think he'll changed.

It's definitely right.

Why don't they trust him?

And i know what kind of person is him.

I love him, very much.

So, don't ever snatch him away from me.

Cause i'll bite, you pain pain.

Heheh, i miss him alot~

Later going back home to bath first, i'm perspiring.

As sweetlove's house like no wind.

Wah. @.@

Darling sleeping like a pig now.

HAHA.

Okay, guess i'll stop here.

Next time when i nothing to do then post again.

:)