Today didn't really went out since i go home .

Before that , after school went to cut my fringe and behind at ave8 with jiasin and kelly.

Then go hougang point take my photos ,

went mac to talk and eat ,

Till 3 then go home .

Went home , use comp .

Suddenly felt very sad because kelly told me something .

Then off my comp and went to bed to lie down .

Crying and crying while on phone with emily and kelly .

They keep cheering me up , but i did not .

Awaiting for his message , and my phone was silent all the way .

Tears fall more and more , and i can do nothing .

I kup their call and went to sleep ,

But i couldn't , his image was flashing all over the place .

Recall on what he told kelly , it makes me feel like dying .

When i woke up , after bath .

Saw his message , unfortunately , is kelly ask him to message .

I wasn't happy after all , because is not what he wants willingly .

This feeling sucks to max , do he even understand .

I wanna drop this subject ,

This photo is what i just edited ,

040511 is the date we three being together ,

And never be apart . (: